Tattered

What was that It didn't break it shattered Cut through my skinI'm all torn and tatteredI haven't felt this in so long I think i kinda missed it I know that sounds wrong I thought i had grown my skin thicker then thisI'll try harder next time I thought i taught myself better then this I'll be smarter next time It was all completely my fault So why does it even matterI did this to myself And now i'm all torn and tattered While i'm here i might as well dig alittle deeper Clean house and cut these useless strings I think this pains a keeper Why do i even set myself up for these things I can feel the shardes in every inch of my insides I'm all torn and tattered Bloodied up from inners to outsides And it doesnt even matter