The truth is, I like being alone and having space to stretch my arms
I hate the way my mind moves when it’s alone like it has been attention starved
I haven’t been sleeping well I keep having awful reminders of previous hate
I get scared to think your mind is not something you can ever escape
I am surrounded by men but the one I am with pays me no attention
Can I do better then this? I think I can do better then this.
I have a constant feeling that I am wasting my time
How could it be better spent? I wish something would give me a hint
Would you miss me if I was gone? Better yet
Would I miss you….
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I wish we could talk, I wish you’d remember everything I did for you, I wish you’d remember the real me and I wish I could take you away from all your pain and show you how amazing life could really be.
I know you’re not happy and that kills me because I care so much about you, that's what makes me cry the most every single night. I hate that so much because I know I could make you happy and smile forever and love life. It hurts me so much to see you upset and hating life…when you have an amazing life waiting for you if only you wanted it.
You know me and you know the real me, and you know I’d do anything to make your life amazing. 10 seconds and the past is gone forever and I’d spend every day of my life doing nothing but putting a smile on your face
You deserve so much better than what you settle for, you can do so much better.
I've been telling you that for almost 5 years, you just have to want it. And I wish you'd let me prove that to you. I wish for once you'd listen to me and believe me
maybe the IRS will give you a hint, soon hopefully.
You don’t need the IRS to give you a hint with once a year presents, you just have to look into your heart…you need someone who adores you and cares about you and completely respects you more than anyone ever could, you need someone who would take care of you and love you like you deserve to be loved and who’d always be completely honest with you, you need someone who would stand by your side and support you and help you make all your dreams come true…someone who has already proven all that to you...and you already know that person, and in your heart you know deep down how real he is…stop for a second and listen to your heart, turn off this wrongful distrust and hatred in your brain and start listening to your heart …you know I’m right. You’ve known this for so long so I’m asking you, just this one time, for once, don’t listen to words…I don’t want you to listen to me, I want you for once to hear me, let your heart actually hear me instead of just listening to words with your mind. That’s the person who would make you happy and that happiness is what you deserve, that’s how you do better and start loving life….and make 2 lives complete
you do have to want it.
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