Friday, June 12, 2009

May I June?

Being ignored in a crowded room is a humbling feeling.
After a rough day weeding through limbs that have grown on my life
Counting the popcorn on my ceiling
My heart has gone on a hunger strike.

Surrounded by words too weak to stand on
Hearts not worth the break
Trying to figure out what went wrong

Not lost but numb at all costs
My body is trying to kill itself
Not drunk but sauced
Feeling my feelings melt

Surrounded by empty words
Empty friends and a forgotten verse
My body is getting lighter and my skin is getting whiter
Choking and suffering in this lonely curse.

So many bodies and so little blood
I don’t want to waste my time on you
Forgotten art of love
Too bad I have nothing else to do

1 comment:

Ronan said...

But you do have something else to do, and it’s to finally let that one person into your life who’s stood by you for so long and stood by you and cared about you when you had nobody else and finally make things right.
There’s so much better out there for you, I wish you could see that and didn’t want to be so depressed all the time and feel so alone, there’s been so much better right in front of you for so many years, you just have to want it and want to smile forever and be cared about and finally feel truly loved. All you have to do is want it, all you have to do is say yes