Watched

I can feel your eyes
Hear the thoughts in your head
Don’t put your judgment on me

Don’t watch me; don’t look at me like that
Amplifying the amplified
I’m not here for you to look at
Spying and feeling spied
I can’t take it

You are making this so much worse
With your eager eyes
You are making this a permanent curse
Do you want me to die?

Feeling your presence makes me sick
You force me to hide this
I know you don’t understand what makes me tick
I know you think I am a mess

Don’t watch me do this, Don’t look at me
Amplifying the amplified
The Volume of this is making me bleed
Spying and feelings spied
How do you expect me to survive?